ok, maybe I'll just give up for the Langkawi trip * fine D:
my mom just wouldn't let me go, all she said was 'I want to see the form or whatever first' but the point is I don't have it and there's not much time . I gonna STOP begging her, I don't want to get into a fight.

the best part of this trip is gonna be together with friends on a island :D and it is right after the bloody pmr, sigh.
well maybe my mom has her own good, reasonable reason after I told her that I am a total loser, a BIG one.

talking about loser, I am the best person to tell ;I
I have a head of frizzy hair :s
I have a flabby tummy :(
I have a stupid brain D:
I have a pair of shaking hand :/
I have fear within me which I am trying hard to overcome it. this is not a good thing, so I am not giving up ;D
but luckily, my eyes are sharp enough :)

will post more about me, the big fat loser, there's so much to tell ;(