Olivia Thirlby .
pretty lady

I am pretty cool bout the NO GO Langkawi trip :) but here comes the pressure, it is killing me :c
I don't know why just after the tuition that finished an hour ago, the pressure is like all around me D: not before that.
whatever. trying to forget about the pain one, remember the happy awesome one :D

HERE IT ISwake up with a sunflower face, everyday.

YESTERDAY. SATURDAY ( 26.9.2009).EVENING TILL NIGHT :D
uncle Jack's birthday party + gathering = FUN + CUTE + LOVE + THANK GOD

great. great. great !
I love that day, the food was nice
the people there was hilarious, god they are hot although old heh
I met this girl, Fitrah,14
she is good, really had a great talk with her and uncle Jack's dog :)
& her brothers :D
you know what, we played CATCH CATCH !
ohh it was so damn exciting
hahahahaha we are like 13,14,15 and 17 years old but yet it was fun and funny
oh and a 6 or 7 years old boy joined us, he was the scary one haha



too bad there's no pictures taken from the party, I guess the camera guy was busy running away from the catcher
hahahaha

ok, maybe I'll just give up for the Langkawi trip * fine D:
my mom just wouldn't let me go, all she said was 'I want to see the form or whatever first' but the point is I don't have it and there's not much time . I gonna STOP begging her, I don't want to get into a fight.

the best part of this trip is gonna be together with friends on a island :D and it is right after the bloody pmr, sigh.
well maybe my mom has her own good, reasonable reason after I told her that I am a total loser, a BIG one.

talking about loser, I am the best person to tell ;I
I have a head of frizzy hair :s
I have a flabby tummy :(
I have a stupid brain D:
I have a pair of shaking hand :/
I have fear within me which I am trying hard to overcome it. this is not a good thing, so I am not giving up ;D
but luckily, my eyes are sharp enough :)

will post more about me, the big fat loser, there's so much to tell ;(