I AM IN LOVE WITH PASSION FRUIT <3

I'm kinda pissed of these few days :( not telling why, cause is just a very bad-shame-on-me thing :(
sigh. I've been trying hard, and yet.. whatever.
plus I'm having a horrible tummy cram D: it sucks.
two more days ! I'm waiting for you to go away, PMR ! then I can ride on a roller coaster and shout my lungs out :D !

first day of pmr.
huuuuuuuuu !
half panic half normal,
my hands weren't shaking :D but my legs were.
hahahahaha
bm 1 was ok, bm 2 was not-so-ok :/
whatever. I hate bm. I don't care.

hi, hello,
as you know, another few more hours till pmr starts, if you minus up your sleeping time.
strangely, I AM COOL ABOUT IT :O is a good thing though, I hope I can be that way till 13 October, no shaking hands while I am writing :D

GOOD LUCK to everyone and to me :D
don't think so much. pmr is nothing. just do it. HAVE FUN !

haha I slept when I was doing the bm 2 paper, it was the gerak gempur pmr and it should be jps paper ? but the paper looked not so important to me, so yea, I didn't really finish it, whatever. I was so damn sleepy after thinking everything :I

life is getting tougher now, I don't know this, I don't know that, omg is like I am so lazy to live on.
I hope I can sleep forever, wake me up if only there's something good going on :D hahaha
I think human is the most complicated creature, ever, so difficult for me to communicate with them now days :(

I hope I'll settle down everything and live happily in a peaceful place with a few really good friends someday, without any worries, just laugh out loud everyday :DD

Olivia Thirlby .
pretty lady

I am pretty cool bout the NO GO Langkawi trip :) but here comes the pressure, it is killing me :c
I don't know why just after the tuition that finished an hour ago, the pressure is like all around me D: not before that.
whatever. trying to forget about the pain one, remember the happy awesome one :D

HERE IT ISwake up with a sunflower face, everyday.

YESTERDAY. SATURDAY ( 26.9.2009).EVENING TILL NIGHT :D
uncle Jack's birthday party + gathering = FUN + CUTE + LOVE + THANK GOD

great. great. great !
I love that day, the food was nice
the people there was hilarious, god they are hot although old heh
I met this girl, Fitrah,14
she is good, really had a great talk with her and uncle Jack's dog :)
& her brothers :D
you know what, we played CATCH CATCH !
ohh it was so damn exciting
hahahahaha we are like 13,14,15 and 17 years old but yet it was fun and funny
oh and a 6 or 7 years old boy joined us, he was the scary one haha



too bad there's no pictures taken from the party, I guess the camera guy was busy running away from the catcher
hahahaha

ok, maybe I'll just give up for the Langkawi trip * fine D:
my mom just wouldn't let me go, all she said was 'I want to see the form or whatever first' but the point is I don't have it and there's not much time . I gonna STOP begging her, I don't want to get into a fight.

the best part of this trip is gonna be together with friends on a island :D and it is right after the bloody pmr, sigh.
well maybe my mom has her own good, reasonable reason after I told her that I am a total loser, a BIG one.

talking about loser, I am the best person to tell ;I
I have a head of frizzy hair :s
I have a flabby tummy :(
I have a stupid brain D:
I have a pair of shaking hand :/
I have fear within me which I am trying hard to overcome it. this is not a good thing, so I am not giving up ;D
but luckily, my eyes are sharp enough :)

will post more about me, the big fat loser, there's so much to tell ;(